Remember
Eighth Grade
In the boys' locker-room, eighth grade is a bloody nose, a stolen pair
of shorts, and sex like a cologne all the boys die for. Two skinnies
debate Tim Burton's Edward
Scissorhands: queer or AWESOME? The background shower noise
gives one boy his hard-on, and another, pulling off a tennis shoe,
notices, but says nothing. The PE coach stands in the doorway, checking
his watch, thinking of last night's poem—one of Whitman's "Drum
Taps"—and the rhythm of the boys in their white skins reminds him of
young soldiers' breaths. We're all going to die. The thick kid in the
shower scrubs his nuts, jealous of the next guy's piece, while the next
guy imagines Lisa, his girlfriend, in a cherry dress, shaking away from
him, then back into him again. He is late for History, and the kids
discussing Burton trip the dude with the hard-on while the coach
remembers he forgot to turn off the burner after breakfast. He hopes
his wife Emily remembered, then remembers his wife has been dead for
more than a month now. The boys all rush out, trailing steam and
prepared body smells and sweat.